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Name: Craig
Location: Santa Rosa, California, United States
Birthday: 11/18/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: afi, anime, anti-flag, art, cheese, computers, cradle of filth, deftones, dir en grey, drawing, green day, internet, jpop, jrock, korn, less than jake, malice mizer, manga, movies, murderdolls, music, nine inch nails, nirvana, nofx, pie, rammstein, rancid, reveille, static x, tiger army, tsumani bomb, video games, killswitch engage
Expertise: Video Games, Computers, Anime, Drawing, Music
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 2/7/2004

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Friday, July 07, 2006

so let's see... an update eh... im stuck in the past it seems.. I dont know I just.. I jsut cant stop thinking about her.. I havn't been able to since well.. it ended.. at this point all im doing is kidna existing. It's like.. im jsut living a lie everyday. I fake happiness and everything when reall im pretty much dead. I still love her, I've never stopped I dont think I ever will stop she ment everything to me.. and for me to just.. let it go.. just like that.. heh.. Well anyways im saving up for my trip out to minnesota so I can see everyone. Maybe that might actually give me some real happiness even if it is just for a little while..
Currently Listening
Heroine
By From First to Last
Waltz Moore
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I just became a member of a club known as the bumbling fools
Botching the game and the best things in life is the motto and the rule
So if you can open up your heart and hear me out just for tonight
Baby I got something to prove to you
I've gotta show you I can do it right

Get out
Don't want to see you again
Maybe we can still be friends
I know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the end
But that's okay cause I'm your average man

So I turned tail and ran
And I know you're not my biggest fan
But whatever you want me to
You know that I'm gonna do it now or do the best that I can
So if you can open up your heart and hear me out just one more time
Baby I've got something to say to you
I was wrong and the fault is mine

Get out
Don't want to see you again
Maybe we can still be friends
I know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the end
But that's okay cause I'm your average man

Baby you could do a whole lot better
But you could definitely do a whole lot worse
How can I even try to do better
If you won't give me a chance to be better first

Get out
Don't want to see you again
Maybe we can still be friends
I know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the end
But that's okay cause I'm your average man
Currently Playing
Cheer Up!
By Reel Big Fish
Average Man
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

1. What is your name? Craig

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? Im not o.O

3. What are you listening to right now? Nothing.. the sound of the computer..

4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 54

5. What was the last thing you ate? Rice

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Black

7. How is the weather right now? Warm

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mark

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes

10. Favorite Food? Japanese, Italian, Mexican, Chinese

11. Favorite Drink? Soda?

12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? Umm. Dunno

13. Favorite place to shop? anywhere

14. Hair color: Dark Brown

15. Eye Color: green/blue

16. Do you wear contacts? No

17. Top or Bottom? bottom

18. Favorite Month? August

19. Favorite Fast Food? Quiznoes(sp?)

20. Last Movie you Watched? Troy

21. Favorite Day of the Year? November 18th

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Yes

23. Summer or Winter? Summer

24. Hugs or Kisses? Both at the same time

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? both

26. Do you want your friends to respond back? I have only one friend here ;-;

27. Who is most likely to respond? Umm Cass?

28. Who is least likely to respond? All the rest

29. What books are you reading? The Ninja

30. Favorite TV Show? Adult Swim

31. What's on your mouse pad? Umm I dont use one

32. Favorite board game? Clue

33. What did you do last night? Sat online played CS

34. Favorite Author? N/A

35. Who inspires you? No one

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Butter and salted

37. Dogs or cats? Dogs

38. Favorite Flower? Uhh dont got one

39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.? I haven't woken up in the morning for a few weeks now x.X

40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school? A few of them

41. What's on your desk? FU!
42. Rock Concert or symphony? rock concert

43. Play or Opera? Play

44. Have you ever fired a gun? No

45. Do you like to travel by plane?iono

46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right

47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter? Smooth

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3

49. City and State you were born in? Hayward, California

50. Ever hitchhiked? no


Saturday, April 16, 2005

Yeah im bored not much has been happining..update later maybe..
Currently Playing
The End of Heartache
By Killswitch Engage
Rose of Sharyn
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